&I'll love you still

2008-01-01T22:47:00.000-08:00

SHIFTED.
Bye -Undyinglove
Bforbernice.livejournal.com

2007-12-25T01:31:00.000-08:00

18th Dec
Connie's big 17th. Treated her at Swensen's. Got her with a mini cake and Patrick balloon. Went over to Peninsula Plaza. I dislike that place. Then to Marina Square to find her 3 friends. Andddd.. it was shopping for Sis and I. Felt a little guilty when I spend her money, haha. She doesn't feel anything when her card is being swiped. And dinner at Makansutra was a filling one.

21st Dec

Shopping with Mum and Sis. I'm getting lazy, let's cut this short.

23rd Dec

Went out with my right eye swollen ): Caught Alvin And The Chipmunks with Dearest. Camwhored with him while waiting for Mum. He sure can make me laugh. Dined at Seoul Garden with him, Mum, Sis and Melvin. It was Mum's treat :D Thereafter, it was Melvin's place for mahjong. Someone da xiang gong and xiao xiang gong ( I know you're reading this Jen, haha )

24th Dec

Last minute shopping for Christmas gifts. I'm a great procrastinator, heh. This year's Christmas countdown is totalleh different from the previous years I had.

Okay goodnight earthlings! There's work later. Yes, on a Christmas Day ):

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2007-12-23T03:39:00.000-08:00

You're such a fucking loser.

2007-12-18T11:52:00.000-08:00

Happy Sweetest 17th, Connie!

2007-12-11T02:59:00.000-08:00

Heart to heart talks
Bestfriend and I never fail to giggle after pouring out everything. She can read my mind, and vice versa. She knows upside down inside out of me. My jokes today can actually make her laugh and she went a little cranky.

Yay. Later.. sing sing sing.

Bernice. is. a. happy. kid :D

2007-12-06T19:05:00.000-08:00

The clique chalet was great with 11 awesome people.
Horror movie + play station + dai di + mahjong + murderer + barbecue + night cycling + spider web + playground + snorings (Inside joke) + etc.

We wanted to cycle to the Red House, but it was pitch dark. Damn chicken, haha. I can't get enough of those fun. This is cheap thrill yo :D

2007-12-02T23:49:00.000-08:00

World Aids Day

But now we must pick up every piece of the life we used to love,
just to keep ourselves at least enough to carry on.

2007-11-23T17:37:00.000-08:00

Yes, 4EC Chalet was really (x1000) awesome.

2007-11-15T21:59:00.000-08:00

Dance camp was extreme. I'll miss you girls.

2007-11-13T04:01:00.000-08:00

I love days like today. Shopping with cousin can be fun and hilarious at the same time. I can never get enough of those days with her. Reminisced when we were like eight or nine. She used to stay over at my place playing play station till the wee hours, having snacks whilst watching vcds, etc.

Shopped, talked, chilled. Talked about some irrelevant things like bisexual, relationships, fats, figures and some other stupid stuffs you can never think of. Shopping were more or less unfruitful, I should say.

I feel weird not studying and attending school. Yes, call me a freak. Haha.

0615am awaits me.

2007-11-07T23:35:00.000-08:00

Hooray?

2007-09-29T13:06:00.000-07:00

My life is all about Preliminary, Olevels, revisions, notes, study, study, study and still study. It's just 23 days away to my first paper, Amath. I've got no time to waste, like really. I'll post overdue-entries some other time. It's time for me to abandon my computer. Ciao, out to study.

2007-09-13T19:07:00.000-07:00

It spells Hatred.
Oh you mofo, stop acting as if nothing had happened. You're worse than a bitch please. Really. I can't believe people actually took your words for it. You denied everything to prevent yourself from getting into trouble. Should we thank you for being that noble to sacrifice? Haha, what a joke. The sight of you irks me. Get lost get lost. Just get lost. I mean it. And stop giving that oh-I'm-so-pathetic face. Damn, shit you.

Pardon me for this angsty post.

2007-09-13T18:09:00.000-07:00

Happy Sweetest 16th, Pita :D

2007-09-04T00:52:00.000-07:00

I'm still alive and kickin' :D
Was out with cousin all day. Didn't manage to study at all. What a loser ): Caught Evan Almighty in the evening. It was a great catch up with her. There's Amath lesson tomorrow. I need to turn in nowwww.

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2007-08-19T17:32:00.000-07:00

Weaving figure eights and circles round my head,
maybe you're starting to mean something to me.

Had O's English Oral last Wednesday. Shuddering in fear whilst waiting for my turn. Overall was pretty all right. At least, it's over. Prelims are like 12345 days away. No? Okay.. Rasputin, Mao Ze Dong, Stalin, Tsar Nicholas, Yuan Shih Kai, Sun Yat Sen, etc are waiting for me to memorise my History notes. Bye earthlings!

Rest in peace, hamster D:

2007-08-18T22:17:00.000-07:00

9th& 10th August
I. My damn great cliques
II. Fireworks
III. Barbecue
IV. Number guessin'
V. Blow wind blow
VI. Murderer

2007-07-22T20:42:00.000-07:00

You took a hammer to these walls, dragged the memories down the hall.

2007-07-20T23:40:00.000-07:00

Racial Harmony Day/Be Yourself Day
Ethnic Costumes + Home-wear + Cliques + 4EC + Photos + Photos + Photos + Moreeeee Photos = 20/07/2007

4EC :DDDD

2007-07-18T22:19:00.000-07:00

Happy Sweet 16th, Agnes Tan :D

2007-07-18T14:27:00.000-07:00

We're too afraid to close our eyes,
afraid that we might drift and lose track of the time.

Fever + Tummy upset = Thumbs downnnnnn
Gave school a miss for two consecutive days. I thought I was able to attend school today, but no, I wasn't able to. The pain was unbearable like omgzx. I think my health is deteriorating. But that doesn't stops me from mugging, bye earthlings :D

2007-07-09T22:28:00.000-07:00

Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending,
than have to forget you for one whole minute.

2007-07-05T18:32:00.000-07:00

Distance never separates two hearts that really care,
for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there.

School's fun. I love lessons, the stacks of killing notes, tests, friends and everything. Yay, I'm starting to love mugging. Sounds crazy, haha :D

I want iPhone! Is there any kind souls out there to get me one? I'll love you to the max.

Okay bye, it's time for me to mug.

2007-07-05T18:06:00.000-07:00

Happy Sweet 16th, Diana Yau :D

2007-07-02T23:46:00.000-07:00

iPod + 2 noisy people + stuffy place + camwhoring + notes + homeworks = Study session :D

Was talking to Nam Gyun, I miss him so much.
I miss Lixin& Jieying too. And even Lifen.
I miss a lot of people.

2007-07-01T01:34:00.000-07:00

Softly we tremble tonight,
picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight.

2007-06-29T20:43:00.000-07:00

I wanna cryyyyyyy D:
Oral was fucken screwed up, and I can't wait to kill myself.

Blog on hiatus.
Shall blog when I've got the time to spare, like during the weekends.
Goh Li Ling Bernice gonna be a real mugger.
This is serious, no joke. Haha.

Okay, I don't understand this.
_ keeps appearing in my dreams. This is the bloody third time.

2007-06-26T22:29:00.000-07:00

Happy Sweet 16th, Neo Feng Ni :D

I don't know why, but I just laughed alot today.
Laughed so hard that I actually teared.

&&& O's Mother Tongue oral is this coming Fridayyyy. Like oh my god. I need to turn myself into a cheena.

2007-06-24T14:24:00.000-07:00

Blogger was being such a bitch last night, 'cause I couldn't upload photos. Andddddd, I saw fireworks last night :D

I dreamt of _ last night. What the f.

2007-06-23T05:43:00.000-07:00

- Studied with 2 very noisy people: Amelia& Chuxian.
It seems like they can talk for 24hours, haha.

- Celebrated black friend, Eugene's birthday.
Failed to be a surprise.

- Coconut Groove with the girls.
Connect Four is uber fuuuuuun.

- Midnight chats with Amelia.
She's love, I tell you :D

School's starting soon. Yaaaaaaay! Photos tomorrow. I'm dead beat, it's 05:42am now. Meeting with that 2 noisy people for studying, so goodbye people!

原来我们活在两个世界

2007-06-22T23:45:00.000-07:00

Happy Sweet 16th, black friend, Eugene :D

2007-06-21T01:21:00.000-07:00

Why does tonight have to end?
Why don't we hit restart
& pause it at our favourite parts.
We'll skip the goodbyes.

2007-06-20T02:49:00.000-07:00

Look at the time now yo, 02:49am, I'm hungry hungry hungry!

2007-06-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

Two stupid idiots :D

A night spent at hospital wasn't pleasant, at all.
I need to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

2007-06-11T14:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Belated Sweet 16th, Lixin :D

2007-06-03T22:58:00.000-07:00

P/s: I miss you
Won't be in Singapore from the 4th to 8th June :D

2007-06-02T23:49:00.000-07:00

If we'd go again all the way from the start,
I would try to change the things that killed our love.

2007-05-30T22:56:00.000-07:00

I like intensive lessons, for this once. Haha.
Fever keeps fluctuating. Man, this is so miserable. Sorethroat and headache made it worse which hurts like @#$%^ D: But I still wanna go East Coast Park with Clique tomorrow.

All the heartbreak, all the pain.
All the words you said in vain.
It'll never be the same.

2007-05-23T19:49:00.000-07:00

28th May, 28th May..
Please come fast and go faaaast, please.

当走过的路流过的泪被落叶湮没，是你的温柔让我的心重新活过来。就算相爱的人无论如何正式要离开，别问未来怎么办，我只需要等待。

2007-05-18T20:54:00.000-07:00

Believe me, I'm trying to move on.

2007-05-16T22:33:00.000-07:00

Until the last resilient hope,
is frozen deep inside my bones,
and this broken fate has claimed me
and memories for its own.
Your name is pounding through my veins.

2007-05-14T22:23:00.000-07:00

Ikea& Queensway with Bestfriend today was love :D

Papers ended on Friday. Amaths Paper 2 was a killer. Hell, I think I'm gonna score low. And Mother Tongue intensive starts very very very soon, which is like the day after. I don't likeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2007-05-01T22:13:00.000-07:00

23rd April, SYF

We clinched Silver :D

I miss dance practices, laoshi& dance mates.

2007-04-22T20:29:00.000-07:00

SYF
SYF
SYF
SYF
SYF

It's freaking tomorrow. Yes, feeling jittery.

2007-04-22T14:41:00.000-07:00

21st April, Victoria Theatre

Last dance practice from 8am to 12pm.
Dance performance over at Victoria Theatre was fab.
Felt great to see Xueping laoshi again :D
Seniors were still as funny as ever.
Had my fill over at Coconut Groove with the girls.
Played depression game, haha.

That sums up my won-daaaa-ful Saturday.

Happy Belated Sweet 13th, Amelia.
Happy Belated Sweet 17th, Melissa.

2007-04-17T23:59:00.000-07:00

Happy Sweetest 17th, Pearlyn! :D

2007-04-16T22:11:00.000-07:00

I'll write you this last song.

2007-04-15T20:54:00.000-07:00

13th April, Sports Day

Went over to Seeteng's place on the 13th& celebrated my birthday. It was supposed to be a surprise but I knew it beforehand, so yea :D Had pizzas and cake. Plusplusplus, the cake was handmade by them. Damn surprising. Mahjong-ed a little and went off around 11 odd. Thanks cliques, I love you guys to the max :DDDD

2007-04-12T22:59:00.000-07:00

Happy Sweet 16th, Surinah.
Happy Sweet 16th, Saras.
Happy Sweet 17th, Jonathan.

My day sums up with people wishing me, messages, giving me gifts, the birthday songs, hugs, pokings, drawings on leg&hand&shoe, moremoremore were the best ever. Thank you so much :D

2007-04-09T21:29:00.000-07:00

Witnessed the most horrifying incident&
ahhhhh.. the scene keeps repeating in my mind.

P/S: May God bless Samuel. Please get well soon!

2007-04-07T13:03:00.000-07:00

2nd April, Chengheng's Birthday

5th April, Speech Day

We screwed our dance, thats it.

P/S: Happy Belated 13th, Jasmine!

Get well soon from your chicky pox :D

PP/S: Happy Belated 15th, Lifen!

Get loose get crunk get drunk get blown,

thats right lets roll.

2007-04-01T18:58:00.000-07:00

Happy April Fool's :D

29th March, Rehearsal

31st March, Studying Session

There is no other remedy to end this pain.

2007-03-31T22:46:00.000-07:00

Happy 16th, Liow Chengheng :D

2007-03-27T23:49:00.000-07:00

A year has passed.
Schooldays are so random - books and notes. Whats more? Midyear exams, Speech Day& SYF are around the corner. Like please, now is already the end of March. I don't know what I've been doing these past two-going-three months. Yes, I've been slacking my way through term one. I think I need someone to knock sense into me. I seriously need to start burying myself under books.
Bernice, you can do it :D

P/S: Happy Belated Birthday, Jeremy& Kejian.
PP/S: People! Ask me to study when I'm seen online. (I hope this works, haha)

So bottle up old love and throw it out to sea.

2007-03-17T00:24:00.000-07:00

And if I open my heart again, I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end.

2007-03-14T23:54:00.000-07:00

Happy Sweetest 16th, Yulin.

2007-03-13T23:59:00.000-07:00

Holidays are still as hectic& packed with Dance practices and extra lessons. This holiday doesn't seems like one, to me. I'm practically returning to school everyday. I need to focus more on studies. Motivationnnnnn D:

To have you look into my eyes and wait to hear you say,
something that would help me to take this pain away.

2007-03-08T23:27:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday, Lau Yi Ceng :D

2007-03-05T23:39:00.000-08:00

Happy Sweet 17th, Brandonnnn :D

2007-03-03T23:55:00.000-08:00

23 February @ Kgardens

27February, farewell celebration

28 February @ Swensen's :D

For the past two, three& four weeks, my day was really splendid. CNY visitings, red packets, steamboaaaaaats, Coconut Groove, Kgardens, farewell celebration, Swensen's & moremoremore. I'm going berserk over common tests, but it's finally over. I'm deprived of sleep lately due to intensive of mugging. Aww no, eyebags ):

House visiting yesterday @ Kaisiang's place. I'm addicted to Mahjong. Heh :D & three stupid fellas yelled at me for taking their damn tiles. Urghh.

P/s: Kim Nam Gyun! Bon voyage. I miss your presence in class D:

&& Happy Birthday, James!

2007-02-27T23:54:00.000-08:00

Fion Tay, Happy Sweetest 16th :D
& Happy Belated 16th, Samuel. ( 17th Feb, this is super late. I know :/ )

2007-02-15T23:59:00.000-08:00

没有谁能取代你在我心上

2007-02-11T20:26:00.000-08:00

09 Feb's Bbq @ Pasir Ris Park

10 Feb @ Macdonalddd :D

Bbq + Friends + Pops&Spray&Sparkles + Otah + Chicken wings + Sotong balls + Seaweed Chicken + Hot dogs + Crab meat + Beehoon + Playground + etc = Fabulous Friday! But.. I freaking spent $18 + $19 = $37 just on cab fare that day D:

2007-02-09T23:59:00.000-08:00

Happy Sweet Sixteenth, Chuxian :D

2007-01-28T01:18:00.000-08:00

Random.

I've got huge blue blacks on my knee because of dance ):
I'm a happy girl, 'cause I went shopping today with bestfriend& Chuxian.
I'm starting to dread school. It feels miserable to face homework daily. That's really sickening, ohmy.
I think I need to start mugging for Common Test 1.

14th January.

2007-01-25T20:28:00.000-08:00

Happy Sweetest 16th, Jieying! Y

2007-01-21T21:24:00.000-08:00

My entire schedule is like so freaking packed with dance + tests + homework + homework + and it's still homeworkkkkkkk. Should I curse the teachers or the O's? Damn.

I know this is very very very late, but.. this still goes out to the three of you. Hailey, Jeremy& Youxiang. 12, 16 & 17 January respectively.
Happy Belated Birthday :D

2007-01-02T23:17:00.000-08:00

Holiday's overrrrrrr.
School starts tomorrow, yaaaay :D

2007-01-01T23:59:00.000-08:00

Countdown @ Seeteng's house
Pretty fireworks
48 cans of spray
Bomb bags
Sparkles
Discuss together who to spray
Attacking people with spray
Avoiding the stupid bomb bags
Playground
Screened by police

(Sorry about the background sound, haha)

2006-12-30T23:58:00.000-08:00

Cam whoring, Burger King, arcade, play station, uno stacko, uno cards, reversi, murderer, heart attack, snap, sleeps in the morning, barbecue in the rain, guessing numbers, han xin dian bing, punishments, screamings, yellings, shoutings& many many many more. 3days 2nights of chalet, I loveeeeeee :D

2006-12-22T01:22:00.000-08:00

All the things we ever wanted,
were once yours and mine.
Now, I know we can't revive it.
All the love we left.

能不能再听一次你说爱我?

2006-12-14T23:47:00.000-08:00

As long as stars shine down from heaven,
and the rivers run into the sea,
till the end of time forever,
you’re the only love I’ll need.

2006-12-06T11:26:00.000-08:00

Ignorance is bliss.
It's better not to know anything that will hurt myself. I should stay a distance away from you.

2006-12-05T23:59:00.000-08:00

Opportunity never knocks twice.
How true. We shouldn't take things for granted. But.. I think I'd made the wrong choice this time round. Does opportunity knocks twice? ):

2006-12-01T23:58:00.000-08:00

Wednesday
Met up with 2 girlfriends of mine, Lixin&Jieying. Lunched at Vivo. And we wanted to catch Step Up, but it's not showing. Headed Plaza Singapura then. Didn't have it too. So we decided to watch a NC16 movie, 9:56. Risked to buy the tickets, but failed to. Haha. So instead, we approached a girl to help us purchase the tickets. Buuuuuuut, we still couldn't get in the theatre. God damn infuriating. Then, we ended up changing our tickets to Casino Royale. Thereafter, we headed Raffles to meet up with Cailing and Jieying's friends. Cabbed down to Singapore Conference Hall for Peicai's concert. Supper at Macs with them after concert. My post have been so so so so random lately.

2006-11-22T23:33:00.000-08:00

不用再多说明，
我就要和你在一起。
我不想又再一次和你分离，
我多么想每一次的美丽，是因为你。

2006-11-20T23:36:00.000-08:00

If only I could, I would.

2006-11-18T23:34:00.000-08:00

Shouldn't have gone back to school yesterday just to check my results. Acks, it was pretty stupid. Amelia and I travelled all the way to Ikea by bus yesterday noon. It took us like freaking 1 hour plus to reach, and I swear I almost puked. I hate longgggggggggg bus rides. Along the way.. that woman, Amelia, kept calling out Bread Talk. She was hungry, you see. Hah. So, the trip back was horrible too. But still, I love yesterday, and I love her company :D

2006-11-15T23:56:00.000-08:00

Aww. Ain't he adorable ?
My one and only lovely precious baby :D

反正不会松手,
让我陪你走到最后。

2006-11-13T23:22:00.000-08:00

Some people are really getting on my nerves.
Really really. Selfish creeps are such a turn off.

2006-11-11T23:57:00.000-08:00

Went back to school on Thursday to re-sit for my Social Studies paper. I think I'm going to fail, again, despite the fact that I memorised one whole chunk of notes like hell the day before. Ah nevermind D: And and and, instead of attending my very last Amaths lesson with Ms Suhana, I went over to Amelia's house void deck to have a chat with her. Besides Amaths lesson, I also missed out the party my class had. What a bad decision I'd made. Aww, I'm going to miss Ms Suhana. & I was being a kind soul that day to actually keep Seeteng accompany before her Biology paper starts, hah. That's alllll, so random for today.

2006-11-04T23:59:00.000-08:00

就让回忆永远停在那里。

There is no way I can convey this emptiness inside, which seems to tear my soul to shreds as time goes swiftly by. If I could merely hold you near for just a little while. If I could simply talk with you or only see you smile. To have you look into my eyes and wait to hear you say, something that would help me to take this pain away.

2006-11-03T23:31:00.000-08:00

She's my favourite teacher, Miss Lee!
( Pfffft, my hair is in a great mess :/ )

Ahhh, re-examination next week. I've yet to prepare anything. So.. Amelia, Seeteng and Chuxian came to my house yesterday. Seeteng talked to my hamster. She even thought that my hamster was dead when it's sleeping. Just because it poo-ed on her hand once, she's just so against my hamster. Lol. & I think she's out of her mind, yet cute at the same time. She said: "When I talk to you, better look at me" to my hamster. We had a great time laughing at her silliness :D

Oh by the way, Qiuting!
Happy Belated Sweetest 15th Birthday.

I just want to die in your arms.

2006-11-01T22:43:00.000-08:00

Does anyone know your password to your email?
Yes, Goh Li Huan knows.

What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
If I remember correctly, it's Fillet-O-Fish.

Are you an emotional person?
Yes, very very very :D

Do you like your name?
Yes.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Definitely not.

Ever felt jealous of your friend?
Yes, they're smart. I'm not.

What was the last thing you did?
Doing all sorts of nonsense.

Who is right next to you?
No one.

Who was the last person you ate with?
Amelia & Chuxian.

What song are you listening to right now?
Unbelievable.

Last person who called you today?
Mummy.

Last song you sang?
I write sins not tragedies.

Last time you danced?
Aeons ago.

Lost a friendship over something stupid?
Nahhh.

Last thing you ate?
My dinner.

Been really depressed before?
I'm a happy kiddo, at all times.

Faked being sick to miss school?
Yes, hah. But not anymore, because I love school.

What time did you wake up today?
0700am.

What are you wearing right now?
Shirt & FBT shorts.

Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
Oh that must depends who it is.

Where are you right now?
Home, of course.

What date and day is it?
1 Nov, Wednesday.

Did you go anywhere today?
Yes, schooooool.

What did you do there?
Learn, study, talk, write.

How old are you?
Fifteen.

Are you mature or immature?
Half mature half immature.

Do you call your parents by their first name?
No.

Are you an only child?
Nah. Goh Li Huan is my ass sis :D

Where do you go shopping?
Anywhere will do actually.

Do you like where you work?
I don't work.

I'm just being bored, surveys are entertainments. Oh so, I thought today is Tuesday. What a fool, haha. Intensive the day before, yesterday, today, tomorrow and the day after. It's way ~~interesting~~boring. Attended Emaths and History lessons today and skipped Physics and Mother Tongue lessons, then went home during break time :D Come to think of it, I wanted to improve, but skipping lesson kills the thought. Damn, shitttttttt.

I'd run a thousand miles just to hear you call my name.

2006-10-27T23:58:00.000-07:00

For my one and only,
most bitchy brother Wilson,
Happy sweetest 18th Birthday.

2006-10-26T23:53:00.000-07:00

Weiting!
Happy sweetest 16th Birthday.

The journeys chosen always brought fake smiles, creating enough pain inside. Suffering became my world.

2006-10-25T23:16:00.000-07:00

I'm ~~transferred to Normal Academic~~promoted :D
But results weren't really very pleasing though.
Yea, I'm really going to study hard during the holidays.
Majority of the people are working,
yet I'm going to mug my ass off to achieve better results.
Please say this is a good start, haha.
How I wish 3EC move up as a class,
without anyone leaving.
Without the 4 of them, it really do make a difference.
No more laughters, no more fun, and that's it.

The path created within my soul shall be experienced with an open heart. Darkness will attempt to consume me, yet sunshine shall embrace death.

2006-10-24T23:19:00.000-07:00

I turn back time,
to make you mine.
I beg and plead,
fall to my knees.
The words to say,
the road to take.
What can I do, to get to you.
And find a way back to your heart.

Doom day tomorrow.
Report book ! Pray for me, folks.
Retain/Promote? Roarrrrrrr ):

Anyway anywayyyyyy,
Selemat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all muslims :D

2006-10-22T23:58:00.000-07:00

Even if you took my heart and tore it apart, I'll love you still, forever.

2006-10-17T22:44:00.000-07:00

비록 세계가 회전시키더라도 중지하더라도, 나는 여전히 사랑하고 있을 것이다 당신, 나의 소년. 나는 당신이 저에게 순전히 의미했기 때문에 나가 이번에 떠나보내기 위하여 려고 하고 있지 않다는 것을 약속한다.

Maybe I should jump down from a 100th storey and die.
Anyone, anyone, anyone? Sigh.

What a way to end my life, stupid.

PS: Specially for you, Pearlyn! Mug hard for your O's, & I'm going to miss you badly. Lets have a great chat after your O's okay? Anyway, good luck too ay. Loves ♡

2006-10-16T23:57:00.000-07:00

I need you like the ocean needs the tide.
보고싶다

2006-10-14T23:54:00.000-07:00

I was practically out for the whole of yesterday. It wasn't really a great day afterall, 13th the Friday. But cycling for 4 hours at East Coast Park, lighthouse, dining with the cliques and guys, playground, etc made my day. Then, chilled out with Jenna, Wilson and Yanfang at Coconut Groove last night till 12am plus. It was superb, despite the fact that I wasseriously worn out.

He and his silly acts.

Oh Jenna is acting spastic :D

2006-10-12T23:28:00.000-07:00

Ireneeeeeeeeeeee !
Happy sweet 16th Birthday.

2006-10-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

Goodbye papers, hello results.
Oh yes, I really do need a break now.

2006-10-09T21:17:00.000-07:00

Oh yayyyyyyy :D
Just 3, just 3.
Just 3 more papers to go.
Social studies, Emaths paper 2, Amaths.
Bernice's going nuts, pffft.

Cheryl,
Happy Sweet 15th Birthday.

6 October.

2006-10-06T15:51:00.000-07:00

我总是一个人走，
心里却充满空洞。
用太多借口来弥补寂寞，
却无法找回自由。
爱曾经擦身而过，
喜欢在记忆里停留。
习惯搜寻你的，
只要你就足够。
原来我们一直曾在那，
原来我们一直都在。
那最美的时候。
你熟悉的温柔，
从不曾离开我。
在我眼里，看到什么，
全部都是你的笑容。
我终于明白。
你一定会是我幸福的执着。
这一次，我不会放手。

2006-10-02T23:59:00.000-07:00

Studied with Chuxian yesterday at 0900am.
And apparently, I was late. For approximately 45 minutes.
Chuxian suffers whenever she's with me.
She asked what I wanted for breakfast,
I didn't bother her and kept chatting.
Sorry ah Chuxian, I didn't mean it. Lol :D
So so so, Irene came in the noon to teach me Physics.
It was more like, I'm the one who's teaching her. Haha.
Thennnn, we celebrated Seeteng's birthday at night.
Again, it's an awesome night with them all.

This is specially dedicated to my one and only irritating sister, Goh Li Huan Jenna.
Happy Belated 17th Birthday.

& Seeteng,
Happy Sweet 15th Birthday.

2006-09-26T23:51:00.000-07:00

Queen monster Sereneeeee,
Happy 15th Birthday :D

2006-09-25T23:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's birthday celebration for Amelia was fantastic.
We had a great time scaring her with sparkles and pops.
She was smashed with creamy cakes twice as well.
Great laughters, fabulous plan, awesome night (:
Ohyea. I almost slipped and fell while scaring her, wth.

Primary-1-bestest-friend Huihiang,
Happy Belated 15th Birthday.

&& My bitching partner Amelia,
Happy sweet 15th Birthday !

Mug mug mug.
Mugging drove me insane.

2006-09-22T23:56:00.000-07:00

10 years ago.

How old were you?
Then: 5
Now: 15

Which school were you in?
Then: Nativity Church
Now: Serangoon Sec

Where did you work?
Then: Not working
Now: Not working

Where did you live?
Then: Hougang
Now: Still in Hougang

How was your hairstyle?
Then: Short
Now: Long

Did you wear braces?
Then: Nope
Now: Nope

Did you wear contact lense?
Then: Nah
Now: Yes

Did you wear glasses?
Then: Nah
Now: Yes

Who was your best friend?
Then: Was it Samantha? I guess so
Now: My cliques

Which of your pets were still alive?
Then: Tortise & fishes
Now: Hammies !

Who was your girlfriend/boyfriend?
Then: Single
Now: All my girlfriends, lol.

How many piercings do you have?
Then: One pair
Now: Still one pair :D

How many tattoos did you have?
Then: None
Now: Noneeeee

Who was your favourite singer/band?
Then: I know nothing at the age of 5, haha
Now: Rain !

Were you a smoker?
Then: Nah
Now: Of course, noooo

Did you know how to drive?
Then: Toy car, hehe
Now: Arcade car

Looking back, are you where you thought you would be in 2006?
I doubt so.

I just did this survey out of boredom. I wanna go back to my childhood days. I miss primary school days as well, especially my friends. Those times we'd spent during recesses, playground, classrooms, etc ):
Reminiscing the good old pasts.